Sunday, August 17, 2014

The way to express..........


My dear sweetest,

           Love has been just another word until I saw u. Now it's the world where I live with u. I saw a new world through your eyes where I find myself. These words can't express what I feel for u. But when u look in to my eyes u will see my dream and that's u. The day I saw u was the day I gave u myself. The way u looked at me was so magical which took my heart along with u. Your smile painted my dreams. I live in your breath and I wish to make it forever. Hold my hand and walk with me forever. I want to grow old with u. Be mine forever....................


                                                             Always & forever yours.............

Thursday, June 12, 2014

fEeLiNgZZZZZZZZZ...............


                                Feelings the ultimate source of all our life. It lead us the life we all live. Feelings make us to take decisions. So when we think deeply feelings are the source of life itself. We have lot many feelings depending on the situations. Even we have feelings contrary to the situation specially when it comes to women's mood swings. We are not able to predict our own feelings. We don't know what feelings will be next. The specialty of feelings is that only once when it conquers us then only we will come to know that we now have a feeling.
                               Like everything else in this world there are negative and positive feelings. And those feelings rule our life. Strange is the fact that others can influence feelings in us. Lets just see what all feelings a human have.
                              We have the most special feeling called the LOVE. Hmmm by hearing that word itself arouses so many feelings inside us. It is the most strong feeling a person have. It can also trigger so many feelings at a time. The most beautiful feeling for any living being to have. Love is the only feeling with different definitions. It won't be same with every person. We have different kind of love for different person. Even in that there is a differentiation. It's called as conditional and unconditional love. How strange....but how beautiful.......
                             It's very very rare to find something called as unconditional love. Even I ought to think whether it's a myth. Everyone says that our parents love is unconditional but when I think deeply I feel that so many conditions are attached to it. The conditions are for the long run. Atleast care is expected.
                             Every other love is conditional. It's filled with lots of expectations. People love because of their self love. Hard to realize buy when you think hard you will realize. If we don't do certain things up to the expectations of the other person who says that they really love or like us, it will definitely disappoint them. Then misunderstands arises. Think hard and harder. Because the whole process is a complex one.
                             In the further posts I will write up on the other feelings in my way. Taking a small pause for not making you crazy for my writing.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Leader - a big deal??????


Hot topic of the hot season - ELECTION. The whole country is heated up for the entry of the most awaited leader. Many leaders one race for the ultimate position. I still don't get the concept of the present time politics strategies and election. Each day new parties will be born and with new trends. Also new leaders emerge. They becomes the trendsetter of the time for people and all the people will be praising them. All on a sudden from nowhere a scam appears against them. People then change their opinions and we got another two groups. I used to wonder how these people makes rules in politics. Even the qualifications needed for a politician also surprises me. The government when comes to choosing a leader runs against the rules which they kept for the common people. In a government office no one is allowed to work after 60 years of age. They are asked to retire. But why is this system not applicable for the politicians. Most of the leaders who take in charge of our country's duty is of the retirement age. Even the so called youngest leader is also 40+. When the government itself know the truth that old age causes trouble in fulfilling one's responsibility how come the people who have the power be too old. How can the people trust on their decisions fully. Leader should be the one with ability and not with past life experiences. The government itself doesn't allow a senior citizen to rule even a single office but give the full country in his hands. How hypocritical the rules are. As some one said " all people are special but some people are more special". Even the people who handle different affairs of our country won't even know the basics of that subject. We are such a great hearted people that we allow them to make us fool.  Even we have been introduced to a new system. By understanding that system i thought actually are they making us fools again. The system is like if you don't wish to vote for any party you can opt a special button supporting the view point that no one deserves my vote or i don't wish to vote anyone. But still the one who gets the majority will rule us. No importance for the new system. I wish one day everything changes. The rules, system, etc. But is that the thing really to be changed or is it us that is to be changed......Really a serious matter to think................JAI HIND....



Monday, March 17, 2014

Human robots..........

                  Hey, people by looking into the title don't have a misconception that am going to write a topic based on science. From my schooldays on I was seriously bad in science subjects. I can't fall in love with a subject called science where everything’s works solely on logic. There is no value for emotions and feelings in it. Schooldays reminds me of many other things. When I look back I even felt it more appealing as factories than schools. The factories which make human robots.
                                                           According to me, a school is a place where the children are developed mentally and encouraged with all their abilities. Also, a place where brotherhood and unity should be taught. But now are we having such schools around us. Once we had such schools where the human values were taught to the students. Nowadays we don't even have such dedicated teachers with a social commitment which we previously had. Those teachers who had thorough knowledge of subjects and the teachers who know what a student to be taught. Now the teaching changed to be just another money making profession. The teachers just do it for making money without even having any sincerity and social commitment. But they forget the fact that they are spoiling a generation.
                                                          Now we just have the factory-like schools where the children are fitted into a certain agenda fixed by the school authorities. The students are injected with the competition tactics. They are taught to be competitive and to be narrow-minded where the real agenda of giving education to the people is to make them broad-minded. Each student will be different in their tastes, abilities and caliber. They all should be treated differently. But all students are measured on the same scale. And they call it as considering everyone equal. To support that point they even give uniforms to all. But is that the necessary things which should be done for making the feeling of unity.
                                                          First of all, they should teach the students to have their own individuality and also should teach them to respect each other's differences. But that is not the thing which is happening. They treat all the students as if they all are born to be engineers and doctors. Just imagine a world, where there is only engineers and doctors. How unrealistic, dull and horrible it will be. Nature even teach us that there should be differences and varieties around us. That's the beauty as we all know unity in diversity. Why always the students who get high marks in their exams are considered as efficient ones and the others as fools. No one's capacity can be calculated just with their ability to score in their papers. Beyond those stuff there is a beautiful world around us. But the so-called factory schools doesn't even give a chance for the students to enjoy that because they give many other things for these students to focus.
                                                        Personally, I was a person who was not that good at studies in my schooldays. No one ever had a fate on me except my mom. She taught me to believe in myself and the caliber which I have inside me. Through her eyes, I saw a different world where I saw a world of love, brotherhood and unity. Also, I started to believe in myself. No schools had taught me that. Because of my mom, I was escaped from being a human robot. In reality, the schools are creating the students as robots who have the negative human qualities. The schools make the mindset of the students in such a way that they can't withstand or face even a small failure. That's why we hear news about suicide cases when the students fail in exams. Even people judge others with their position, money and status. We forget to look upon the person's character. Sometimes it may be the reason why the crime rates are increasing now. People don't have any human values. They just have self-love. Everyone want to be better than the other. Everyone needs power because the so-called factory schools taught us to be so. If the society has to be changed first our education system should be changed. The teaching style of the schools should be changed. It could change a whole generation itself and we will have a better world. You can learn anything in this world that's your wish but first learn to love and accept.

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Nangeli - The incomparable

March 8th is celebrated as an international women's day by the whole world. On this day when I was browsing through the internet "Nangeli" strikes in my eyes. She is a Dalit woman who lived in the early 19th century in Cherthala, a part of Travancore( a place in Kerala) . She made the history with her own blood and not with any gold. In the 19th century, it was a taboo for the lower caste women to cover their breasts. If any of the lower caste women wanted to cover her breast, then they need to pay "Mulakkaram" (breast tax). With the fear of this issue, the lower caste women stopped getting out of their houses. But Nangeli was different from them. She refused to see her beauty as a curse. She even refused to uncover her breast in public and even to pay the tax for it. The news spread like a wildfire and the village officer of Travancore came to know about the news. The village officer then rushed to her house and asked for the breast tax. Even the tax giving was a ritual at that time. The money has to be presented to the village officer on a plantain leaf put before a lighted traditional lamp. But Nangeli did a different thing. Instead of the money she chopped her breast and give that to the village officer on the plantain leaf. Soon she collapsed due to the huge loss of blood and died. Her husband jumped in to her pyre and committed suicide and it became the first recorded incident of male-sati.

Truly Nangeli is incomparable. She was a real courageous woman. Nangeli was not having the support of her society, but she stand alone for her right. With blood, she gave the answer for the injustice shown to the lower caste women. But in the present world who will have that much courage to do such a daring thing. Our ancestors had a hard time in attaining our rights and freedom. And what our generation is doing. We all know to complain. We always complain to our parents that we need freedom, we need our privacy, blah blah blah. Today we can't find a woman like Nangeli who holds that much self-respect for herself. Women are a commodity now. Everywhere women are observed as a commodity. Even women encourage it. In many ways women are exploited. Everywhere she has to go through many harassments. Mentally and physically they are harassed. Every day we hear news about rapes, harassments, etc. We all celebrate march 8th as international women's day and say big big words about women. But who is really there to stand up for women and to speak out for her. Everywhere women are struggling for her rights. Even sometimes I feel that women itself is against women. She itself won't speak out for her. In today's world we need women like Nangeli. Nangeli, the woman who fought for her right till the last drop of her blood. Let's hope that the world will be much more beautiful with more bold and beautiful women in the near future.



Thursday, March 6, 2014

The real GURU.........




In the present world which we are living is filled with spiritual gurus. Each day the number is rising. But does people gets really spiritual? I always felt that these spiritual gurus don't want to be just gurus they all want to be the divine power. Though they don't admit it but their way of doing things is like that. From my childhood onwards I don't believe in such human gods. My relatives are followers of one or the other Such human gods. I used to have a hard time debating to such hardcore believers. I did my schooling from a school which was under the trust of  Sree Narayana Guru. He is the only guru who inspired me. Now people will be thinking that I am being a hypocrite. But I have an explanation for this thing too. Unlike all the other so-called Gurus he is the one who told the people not to worship him. Also, he didn't allow people to be exploited with their beliefs. But the people who called themselves as his followers itself exploited him. Those people did all those things which Sree Narayana Guruji himself restricted the people to do. He was the guru who stands for the minorities when education was forbidden for the poor and lower caste people. Earlier in India, all the privileges were only given to the upper class and the lower class people were totally neglected. It was considered as a sin to educate or see or touch a lower caste person. They used to punish the lower caste people severely when by mistake they hear any "Vedas". At that time only Sree Narayana Guru came. He didn't come to the life of the people as a God but only as a Guru. Still, people consider him as Guru and not as god. Only the people who really don't know what he is consider him as a god. Sree Narayana Guru was the one who told the people that "There is only one caste, one god and one religion for man". But it was later misinterpreted as "there is only one caste, one god and one religion for one man". A smart change for the exploiting men. He even was against the idea of going to temples, churches and mosques. He was the one who kept a mirror and asked the people to look at it and pray. With that, he meant first you realize the god within you. God is living inside us and not in stones and all. We shouldn't go in search of god to anywhere. God is with us and within us. But when he died the people who are called as the followers of him shrewdly used it to make a different group. He taught us to live in unity but soon after his death, his followers itself started to form a group in his name. I don't know whether we could call them as his followers. They did all the things against his teachings.
                                                         Now the state in Kerala is even pathetic. People are selling god. Even they are making news out of it. The trust and belief of the people are exploited here. But I can't blame these human gods at first hand. Are they the one who is wrong or the people who encourage them with their foolish belief. From my childhood onwards I believed that god gives us everything. But nowadays there are a lot of exchange offers for gods. I don't get that idea. These people request to god for things and will offer him back small things like 5 rupees, candles, etc. By doing this you are actually insulting the god and your belief. God doesn't need anything from us in return as a tribute. He gives us everything. He just needs our love and trust on him. We are all god's children, we can ask him things also consider him as our best friend. We can share many things with him. I feel that the problem is with today's society. Because previously there were no such human gods around us. Our busy society lead all these stuff. If you have a loving family you could share your things among them. They will love you unconditionally and will help you out with all the problems. You don't have to search for such human gods for peace. If there is love care and peace in our family that will be enough. But today we all don't have time for each other. All are busy in running. But no one knows for what we run. Everyone is ambitious. Many communication gadgets are available for us now. But that made us more distant from the person who is sitting next to us. We don't mind in spending money for the human gods also we are ready to spend hours in waiting for such human gods. Why can't you people spend time with the people who really cares you and loves you other than who pretends that they love and care you?
                                                     I believe my whole lifetime in Sree Narayan Guruji's preaching and I follow it from the heart and not with misconceptions. Don't be fooled yourself with your neglection. Realize yourself and the god within you. True love is the solution for all your problems and not human gods. Open your eyes people. Stay loved.

Thursday, February 20, 2014

tHiNk BiG!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can we??????



From my childhood days I tend to hear that 'think differently', 'think out of the box', 'think big', etc.... But the question is............. are we really allowed to do so???? Will the society allow us to do this without making any fuss. Everyone asks us to think differently and make a change to the world. Is this change accepted that easily? From schooldays itself our children is having a tough time. Even in school we are restricted. We can't think anything against the society's view point. If we think something big and different people pictures us as insane. And we are outcast. What a hypocritical society???? If we want to be successful we have to be different. We have to change things in our own way. It's not a must to do similar things which all others are doing unless we wish to be the same.When everyone is doing the same mistake and we also follow that same thing, it doesn't mean that we are right. It just means that we are a part of the same mistake other than being right. Sometimes we have to be all alone to do right things. It's like listening to your heart. Follow your heart and ultimately you will reach happiness. We have to consult our brain at times but don't neglect our heart because our heart know us better than we do. It will lead to our miracle world.....Follow your heart even if it means to have struggle.


Monday, February 17, 2014

Infant writer...........



Uuuuufffff it's really a tough competitive world when you are starting for the first time. When I was doing my studies I haven't expected as I would end up in a writing job. From my childhood days I always loved to scribble down something. But even in my dreams I haven't expected that I could crash land in this job. Seriously this creative writing is a challenge for me. Each day I am facing new challenge. I have to pen down things up to the expected level or even more. I don't know when but unknowingly I fall in love with this job. It gave me a chance to create what I imagine. It's like giving life to my imagination. I can explore my imagination world wide. Some times my imaginations and the things which I write reach even beyond my expectation and to the people more than the expected impact. I myself is an infant in writing but my thoughts and imagination is not an infant. They were born and grown with me. It's the presentation of myself. But now only I learned how to present to the world. Soon it will be matured .............It's born already........now it's time for more..............

Thursday, February 13, 2014

Love on Air..........



Today the whole world around us is celebrating the day of LOVE - Valentines day. This day is different for each people according to the stage of life which they are going through. For some it would be a day of imagination. They don't have anything special but they will be expecting something special. For some it will be the "D" day. Today they will be getting their answer for their most awaited question. It may start their new angelic life or may give a huge twist in their life. But for some it's their day of enjoyment. It may be their anniversary, etc ,etc.... Far away from them there will be a group who spend this day in pain and rejection. Each people have each kind of feelings this day. Most of us know 14th February as Valentines day, but....in the morning of 14th February 1931 at Lahore, the legendary Bhagat Singh, Rajguru & Sukhdev were hanged to their deaths......But who cares all this in the present world........we live to express love and love all world wide and not to care about our legends.......


“I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it -- to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once. ”
― Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood


YYYY so serious??????????



Is life to be serious or to be funny????? Confused ha? I used to wonder that some people walk as they carry the whole world above them. But there is partial truth that the world goes according to some VIPs whims and fancies. Life is such a small journey where we should enjoy each footprints which we fix. Everything is a stage which we should overcome and survive. As survival of the fittest is the so far proved rule. Feel the breeze and the let the storm be away in the time spring. Be the wave ........give the life......be the spring of life........

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Love 4 sale.........



February is considered as the month of love as Valentine's day falls on Feb 14th. But is it a month of love or month of sale????? When on love turned this much costly????? People judge love on terms of the gift which you give them on that day !!! Sounds horrible. Previously it was one day which is celebrated for love but the business talents had more in their head. Now it's one week celebrated as a week of love. Many ways to make money in the name of love that was once so precious. Love shouldn't be judged with all these material things as this love itself is eternal. Now a days lust is considered more as love. People even forgets the concept called as true love. They don't believe in soul mate. They just need fun. People even have different partner for each valentines day. Everyone is behind happiness and when they turn back what they have. But the business minded people clearly know the pulse of the people and starts to give some boost to their mind. But what about the people with true feeling. Where their love and feelings goes in this materialistic world????The world changed in such a way that even love could be brought with money.......The time is not so far where we find boards like "Love for sale"............. But react and change the world....... don't be a victim of this be the ruler......... "Love like a whirlwind...........live like it's your last day....... stay loved"

Sunday, February 9, 2014

tHe GiRl WhO i MeT...................



Recently I met a girl.......... She was completely shattered and broken.......... She was in such a stage where she couldn't stand up all alone......... She tried hard but she failed............ but she didn't stopped............again and again she tried harder..........Then a small light came from a side...........In that light she saw the broken pieces of her life...........She gathered all pieces without  missing even a single piece........With that she struggled as much as she can.................At that moment I has to leave her and I couldn't see whether she succeeded ................. Days and months passed away again I got the chance to meet her............To ma surprise she was not the girl whom I met months ago..........there was a shine on her eyes a new light on her ...........A smile on her face..............she gave a gracious smile to me............ Then I looked around to see where I stand...........I didn't find anything around other than a full sized mirror infront of me.........

                                                                   
                                                                                

Saturday, February 8, 2014

10000 - 25000 INR just for smiling and posing??????



Yesterday I read in an article that, a model who is just smiling and posing for the camera standing next to a branded car gets 10000 to 25000 rupees per day. Is smile that expensive these days. All girls like to dress up well and pose for the camera. And if that thing is paid it's well and good. But is it such an easy job as it seems. How many of us without any inhibition face hundreds of camera and communicate so easily to such big crowds???? Hardly few right!!!! So I guess it's kind of hard job. Also the competition in that field is too high. We know only the successful ones but there are a group which is forgotten in the crowd shedding all their wings. Really it's a tough world to live until and unless you know all the tactics it needs. So is it a small amount or a big amount after such a big deal???????? Think before judging..........

Friday, February 7, 2014

LiFe PaGeS.............



When I turned the pages of ma life I saw rejection , desperation, failure and hurts.......... When I turned another page I saw a Warrior with a sword of love and a ray of hope........... Again when the breeze turned the pages I saw victory, praise and happiness all around. I saw many dramas in each page of ma life which tried to conquer ma kingdom of life.....But each time the warrior in me stands up and fights the war........And all the victory goes to ma warrior with the sword of love and a ray of hope...........I fight, I struggle and I win...... Nothing can stop me............Be a warrior of life.................

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Let it be.........



Let the sun shine more brighter...
Let the birds fly more higher.....
Let the wind blows more stronger.....
Let my life grow more faster.....
Whatever it be let it be what it is.........

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

sEnSe In CeNsOrInG..........


Have you ever tried to evaluate a censor-board? Sometimes it makes us feel that there is no sense in their censoring. Those guys do the postmortem of each film and detects the beep sound words like “Fuck , sex, etc “. But they really forgets to censor the songs. There are much more adultery words and lyrics in the songs rather than in the films. But who bothers in their humming tunes. These kind of censoring keeps the art away from the real life. Films are the presentation of life from one person's view. No one have the right to say that he have to view the life in others view. Why these censor-board people behind the words other than the violence which is shown in films??? Isn't that a think to be censored. That kind of things have more influence on children than these words. Children get influenced by the songs than the dialogues. They will sing along with the songs and all the bad words will be familiar to these kids. But the censor-board neglects these facts and are behind the words which the characters spills out. Hope that one day or the other these censor-board gets some sense....

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Me a FEMINIST???????? naaaaaaa.............


"Why do boys have all the fun" what an advertisement tagline !!!!!! It could spice up the ego in men and women. The media in the race of making profit and heaps of money. Those media creations made such a big wall between man and woman. Even the meaning of feminism has been modified by the media.  They visualizes the world where women are under men and they need to react back. No one supports equality among man and woman. Everyone is busy in making them superior. Equality is not there in their dictionary. The women who believe in themselves as feminist really don't know what it is. They should be trying to make woman equal to man. But they forget that and starts to make woman superior than man. Also the society have a habit of irritating woman. If woman stands up and ask their right. Immediately the question follows "Are you a feminist". Why this happens when a girl or woman ask their rights they make the woman a feminist who is trying to be above man. But this stage have to be revised. Live by knowing your rights and ask for your rights. Because everyone deserves a better life in this world.........

Life quotes......


"Life is all about accepting things.........even if it's good or bad............only acceptance can lead you to your final destination.........."

"Being practical is the only thing practical in life..........no one is better than anyone

Monday, February 3, 2014

tImE tO cHaNgE.............


It's time to change....the way we think.....the way we live.......it's time to change.....the way we look.......It's time to change.....the way we do things.......the way things go.......but how to change........how the change  be achieved......the change should come from within.........without pressure.........without compulsion...... from our heart to the souls.......be in a selfless world.......with selfless motives......without even our awareness we change........if the change comes within.....change for good........change for life.....change for love......change to change......be the change you wish for..........





Sunday, February 2, 2014

4 U My Love


 I'm in no way a poet
To confess my love for you
In a poetic way
As you wish to hear it from me
But the love that
I posess for you in my heart
Is a divine love
Which I could never
Part with anyone else
Other than you
I love you for no reason
But for the reason love
The love for true love
Nothing could part
My heart from you
Is the only promise
That I hold for you
The three words
'I Love You'
Can't hold the real depth
For the love, emotion & passion
That i hold for you
Deep in my heart
I'm a part of you now
You are my destiny
I'm for you for ever & ever
And this is the truth of my life
I Love You my sweetheart.............