Sunday, August 27, 2017

What if ????????


             What if I walk away from everything surrounding me? What if no one came in search of me after I left? What if something strange follows me in all my journey? What if I discover myself on my way? What if I never return home? What if I lose myself? What if I miss some one? And what if there is no what if?

         Everyone's life is revolving around such many unanswered what if's and in the pursuit of the answers we meet our death. Somewhere I have read a beautiful line 'You have to lose yourself first to discover yourself'. What a meaningful sentence !!! Yes, we have to lose ourselves first to gain ourselves from the unknown.

        I hear lots of noises around me. Many noises, many struggles and many complaints. It frustrates me. Everyone struggles to please someone who is important to them. And in that struggle, we fail to please ourselves.

      What if's have killed many dreams and future than it has build any. The way I want to and the way I should always depend on the same 'What if?'. What if there is no more what if? The seeds of what if's are planted through our parents. Our first guide of people pleasing. Then comes the institution, our very own schools. The society totally takes in charge of the rest business. Hypocrisy gets paid and straight forwardness gets insulted. Wake up world wake up !!!!! There is more to life than these 'What if's'

Saturday, March 25, 2017

The New Me !!!!!!!!

            In my life, I have reached a point where no relationship or any person that makes me crave anymore. The fakeness filled around me made the new me realize that no one other than your parents are worth your true self. All the rest relationships come with conditions. Everyone expects things from you but no one is ready to reflect it back. They just have a good time with you and when the target is completed soon they disappear from your life. It's simple as that. The new me don't prefer to play the victim of my life but love to rule my life. No one has the power to beat me in my life unless I provide it to them. I have seen and overcome rejection, failure and treachery. But my growth has just begun. And whoever rejected me just wait for the day for it to turn as your biggest regret. The new me have just begun my game. The game which the new me play with myself. A game which you can never dream of. The new me will rise as the voice that is to be heard and not suppressed. Today I see my future, a future soon to be my present and the best past in the unseen future.